So today has been very unproductive. I really wanted to vote today but since I put Independent on my voters card I can't. I woke up and because of the coughing, my back is still very sore. My body is very achy and I need to finish up a few things around the house (vacuuming the stairs, dining room rug, and grabbing more stuff out of storage) that I just really can't do it today. "The Hubby" has said to take it easy today, I have been by folding laundry and this will be the first time I've caught up with it in a long time.

We are starting to feel better. It still feels like we are never going to get better though. I'm positive that once I finish vacuuming the house that we should start feeling better. Tomorrow I should have "N's" computer up and running in our classroom. Their rooms I actually vacuumed yesterday and every morning I'm a nice mom and make their beds. Now if I actually have time to wash my sheets, I would so make my bed everyday too.

It has been a lot more calm now that the cat is gone. It's nice because we can have the doors open all the time and now the heat is able to go through the house better and it just feels warmer. We really can't wait for summer because we are hoping that we will be moved to either Chicago, Columbus (where I really want to go) or if  "The Hubby" has taken off on his own, even Grand Rapids, MI. Either way I don't care as long as we are closer to family.

My depression has set back in and so I've started going to counseling again. I now go every other week and we have come to the conclusion that part of the problem is the fact that since we've had kids that no place has really felt like home. Meaning that we haven't really ever had family around with the kids and giving us that homey feeling. He agrees with me that once we find out "home" that my marriage and family would do 100x's better.

Hopefully soon we'll be able to take a family vacation. I have no idea to where but any place other than here is fine by me. "The Hubby" wants to go skiing, I don't think the kids would have fun. I want to either go to Seattle, WA or maybe even Hawaii. Either way, as long as it's away from Phoenix I really don't care.

Please don't forget about my contest.