So I fell asleep on the couch until midnight. I woke up and realized that I didn't clean the kitchen (from making our nest week of breakfast burritos) so since "The Hubby" was sleeping on the other couch I thought I'd be nice and do it so we wouldn't have to in the morning. Since I was pretty tired I wasn't thinking and put our three nice nonstick pans in the dishwasher. I woke up this morning and "The Hubby" showed me why not to put them into the dishwasher, there are these spots I can't get off.

The kids were very good this morning and actually didn't fight or cry (until I woke up). "O" is the crazy one, she is so stubborn and it's so frustrating. If you don't say what she wants to hear she will not look at you, answer you, or anything. After going through this for a while, it's very frustrating and exhausting. Both the kids can be. I have been so worn down, first because of "N" when he went through that stage (a while after "O" was born) and now "O" is doing it. When it's been a non stop attitude from both, you just break down.

I love my kids but I love having just one at a time too, one on one time. There are times where it's great to be able to have both and they not fight, but that's few and far between times. I know that it's because of me and I'm trying to work on it.

So until I get clothes cleaned and dried I asked the kids to clean their rooms so I can vacuum and put some toys from the old playroom into their rooms. I'll give them about ten more minutes before I go in and start helping "N". Right now "O" is screaming because I put her in time out. For what you ask? Running in the loft and almost taking a header down the stairs.

Another day of being a mom right. I'm hoping after we get going that it'll calm down.